I think it’s time to accept that my motivation and getitdoneness come in waves, and not moan about how normal people would be handle this just fine.
‘cause the “normal” I have in my head is a strawperson that I use to beat myself up.
And not dealing with my actual reality is probably making me crazier.
It’s unlikely I’m going to get a diagnosis for ADHD or Asperger’s anytime soon because my depression is the focus right now and I’m not even really sure I have either. But that doesn’t mean there isn’t still stuff going on in my brain that I can work with and try to make things better for myself absent a relevant diagnosis.
Some days I’m just going to sleep and stare at the internet and hopefully remember to eat. Other days I will do all the things. This can be okay.
Hey, not beating myself up about sleeping and staring at the internet yesterday actually worked. Today I got up and got showered and dressed and I’m going out and everything. Yay!
Ah, man, you GO. Right on.
Hey, not beating myself up about sleeping and staring at the internet yesterday actually worked. Today I got up and got...